Marnie Simpson feels like it was her fault Lewis cheated

Geordie Shore's Marnie Simpson split with boyfriend Lewis Bloor who she met on CBB after he cheated on her earlier this year. But now, in her latest column, it turns out she's in two minds about how to move forward - and feels like it might be her fault.

Aw, Marnie.

"Nothing has changed with Lewis. We’re speaking, but I still don’t know what to do," she writes. "I love him, but I’m worried he’d cheat again. I wasn’t perfect either. I didn’t behave like a lady or an appropriate girlfriend when I was filming Geordie Shore, and that embarrasses him."

Lewis reportedly kissed another woman while on holiday in Barcelona with Marnie after he was "humiliated" by her flirting with an old fling.

"We met this guy who was very good looking and I was standing there very observant, I could tell there was some kind of history as she was all over him and wouldn’t stop flirting," he told The Sun earlier this week. "We got into the cab to go back to the hotel and Marnie’s mates started asking who he was and Marnie says, ‘Oh me and so-and-so have always had a thing.'"

"Marnie just really embarrassed and humiliated me on our beautiful holiday over this very, very handsome guy that she had history with."

He then admitted that kissing another girl was "pathetic" but that he felt emasculated by the whole thing.

However, Marnie denied being all over the mystery fling, telling Mirror Celebs: "I bumped into someone I had kissed prior to meeting Lewis and I was a little tipsy by no means all over him.

"Maybe over friendly perhaps but certainly not all over over him. I have never cheated, wouldn't cheat and didn't deserve to be cheated on for this."

Guys, have you thought about talking to EACH OTHER about this? Just some friendly advice. In the meantime though, Marnie is finding it hard to trust him.

"He’s apologetic and I know there are reasons why he cheated, but I don’t want to go into that. It’s not like he just went out and did it," she wrote in her Star column.

"It’s hard to say if I’ll take Lewis back because I don’t know if I’m strong enough to forgive him. But I do still love him, even though he’s hurt me. I need more time to figure out my feelings."

We hope they sort it out. Despite all the drama, we do like them as a couple. If only they'd stop snogging other people.

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